Why is it that at the most pivotal moments, I just close up? I'm faced with something extraordinary, and all I can do is back away. I've never known what it is to put myself in the most vulnerable of positions, and now I fear I'll never know. It was such a fun time, and all I could do was avoid it because of fear. Fear of failure and fear of rejection, and fear of love...or something close to it. I want to apologize to the person that I put in this position. You are amazing, and if the chance ever comes up again it won't be turned down. I have no reason not to feel safe with you.
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